Miss Boots

Well Ella got her casts on yesterday. She was such a good girl and sat there the whole time without getting too restless or crying - I was so proud! The casts are quite bulky, a lot more than I thought they'd be but the physio said she did it that way because they needed re-enforcing. Which I see now why she did it! Ella clonks around the house and now when she has a tantrum, she has 2kg little concrete missiles flying around on the ends of her legs!! Here is a pic of her in her new boots!

Well our TTC thing is starting to get to me again. I hate how truly f***d up I feel around this time of the month. AF is due either next week or the week after and I am going crazy.

I write that every month don't I? Why do I keep putting myself through it? And the hard part is, when I don't function properly it seems my whole family doesn't either - what am I doing to them?

I feel so guilty.

If this month fails we will be starting our 9th month of TTC. I wonder whether I should bite the bullet and see my doctor. I've read that usually if it takes 12 months plus then you should see your doctor, but seeing as I already know I have problems that will hinder TTC, should I wait that long?? I think if this month returns another BFN I will have to think about trying something else. I just can't keep going on like this.