....and I HATE HATE HATE IT!
If you remember, a few posts back, I attended a friends wedding. That same friend has just announced her pregnancy, she's 14 weeks! Whilst I am so very happy that she's starting her family, I have this distinct feeling of jealousy.
I hate it! Why can't I just be normal and accept that everyone deserves to have their own family and just be happy for them?? I don't want the extra feelings that accompany it.
I literately feel sick. My stomach is churning, there's a lump in my throat and I feel close to tears....I am becoming bitter aren't I?
OH GOD I WANT ANOTHER BABY! PLEASE!
Okay, now the tears are flowing.....
What started out as a TTC blog has now turned into a wonderful journey of motherhood. This is my story, a million times different to anyone elses but yet similar all the same.
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