It's been so long....

I stumbled across my old blog today. This blog. It seems so long ago since all the TTC business was such a major part of my life. So long ago in fact, that our beautiful baby that I fell pregnant with is now a cheeky 2.5 year old little girl and has a nearly 1 year old baby brother. Ella is at school, pre primary in fact, and life is pretty sweet. I was only thanking my lucky stars this afternoon for all that life has given me.

This blog took me back. To those feelings of helplessness and of feeling like I would never have another baby. And to look back with hindsight is a wonderful thing. If only I knew then what I know now.

But that's what these things are all about right? Working through your feelings, ideas and dreams. Putting it all down on "paper" to come back and read another day. There has been so much happen in the last 3 years, since I last blogged here, that I am sure I will have plenty to write about, plenty of blog posts, to bring you all up to speed.

I have missed writing down my feelings. It feels internalised nowdays, with barely time to scratch my nose - what with school drop offs, gym for both the girls, playgroup and various weekly errands. But re-reading today, all those days before three kids, makes me want to be able to look back, in years to come, on these days. The days that have made me stronger, wiser and a little more batty-er than before =)

It's been so long, it's nice to see you again.